Rating: Mature (Graphic violence)
Pairings: Dean/Cassie, Dean/Lisa, slight Dean/John
Author's Summary: There's one memory that haunts Dean. He knows it's the one screw-up that made everything else go wrong, and he can't let it go.
Reader's notes: There's an incesty moment, but this is not at all a Dean/John fic. It's far more an exploration Dean's damage, with angst like woah. Seriously, we're talking angst. Like. Woah. It's freaking delicious.
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